I want to thank you all for your Birthday wishes and prayers. I will be honest, “embracing change” has left me weary this week. However, despite more change, my spirit sings:
Great is Thy faithfulness! Great is Thy faithfulness!
Birthday sunrise!
As I shared on Monday, I usually start my birthday by reading through Psalm 139. This year, I found myself in a packed car with my daughter driving across 4 states. I had to recite the passage by memory and pray through the past year with God as the sun peeked over the horizon. The ribbons of pinks, yellows, and orange of dawn’s first light, was a brilliant present given to an anxious and devastated daughter on her birthday. I gladly received my Father’s beauty and love through the tears…
Morning by morning new mercies I see…
Katie and I were following another car, also loaded down with essentials, my precious husband, and son. We drove straight through, arriving at our new home for the next 4 months, 16 hours later.
We were just getting settled from our move this summer. Precious new friends were moving into my heart, my son was settling into his new preschool. The fall decorations were placed with their symbolic touches of red around our home.
I was still.
Then the orders came for Chad to go.
Life can change, just like that.
Have you encountered “just like that”?
Yet…
All I have needed, Thy hand hath provided…
- We arrived safely, and my toddlers did amazing in the car.
- Despite the long drive, it provided me with opportunities to sing worship songs with my babies, and I introduced my son to some old school U2 tunes. (Which Jackson loved-score! That’s my boy)
- At every gas station, I would pause to check my phone, discovering the overwhelming amount of Birthday text and email messages, and Facebook comments from all of you. It reminded me that you are with me, as I am with you. You made the road less lonely. Thank you!
- A dear friend of mine, wrote a beautiful prayer post dedicated to our family’s transition. God used her to minister to me in such a powerful and special way. Love you Lee!
- The next day, another wife I met at our last assignment came by with dinner. I already have 1 friend here.
- We will have to move into an apartment next week, but until then, I have room service. YES!
- We can stay together as a family.
- I am now 6 hours away from my parents. (My mother continues to be under hospice care, but was strong enough to call me on my Birthday. I got to hear her say “I love you” one more time.)
- In February, we will return to New Mexico. This is only temporary…
I could go on, but at first I didn’t see these blessings as possibilities. I just felt anger, sadness, and anxiety…
I gave into them for awhile.
Yet, God is bigger than me. He is bigger than my emotions rather they are justified or sinful…
God’s Will on this earth, for my life and yours, will be done.
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord unto me!
God is with me. The anger, sadness, and anxiety that I struggled with are gone. I am forgiven, and God IS my strength and portion forever (Psalm 73:25-26).
He will help you and me through “just like that”… we are going to be okay because God is faithful.
Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father; There is no shadow of turning with Thee, Thou changest not, Thy compassions they fail not, As Thou hast been, Thou forever wilt be.
“Great is Thy Faithfulness” lyrics used throughout this post (in bold) written by: Thomas O. Chisholm. Lyrics set to music by: William Runyan.
You are a beautiful talented gift from God! Such a treasure in His Kingdom!
Thank you for your faith, encouragement, and steadfastness. God takes pleasure in you.
much love, friend — Kelli
Thank you Kelli-glory to God for His patience and love toward His children. He is my everything!
God is bigger than our emotions, love that truth. I’ve been focusing on the impact praising with music has over my attitude and emotion. How beautiful that praise from you and your kids must have been to our Lord. Look forward to seeing what other beauty God has ahead!
Jeanette-thank you for your comment! I agree, music is powerful. Can you imagine what it will be like when we are all gathered around the throne worshipping for eternity? Whew…Have a blessed weekend sister, there is definitely more of God’s beauty to come 🙂
Beautiful, unedited you. 🙂 Praising God for how God is already answering my prayer! Love you!
God sure did answer Lee-praise Him! Love ya too 🙂
One of my very favorite songs…it brought tears to my eyes this morning as I have not heard it in a long time. I know too well the challenges of Air Force living and you handle them with such grace. I hope your temporary assignment will be enjoyable!
Sara-it had been awhile since I had listened to it too, but the Holy Spirit reminded me of it, and I have been humming it all day :). Thank you for your encouragement-you hang in there too sister. L & L, Tracy 🙂
Tracy,
Thank you for sharing. I am so glad you are close to your Mother during this net six months! God is good! We miss you always!
Love,
Jess
Hi Jess-I trust God’s timing and do see it as such a blessing. I miss you as well. Blessings to you and your boys (& Wayne) 🙂
So glad the trip went smoothly for you and glad you are able to be closer to your mom too!
Thank you dear friend. God’s timing for all “change” is pefect 🙂 Continuing to trust and praise Him. Have a blessed weekend, Eileen 🙂
This is lovely, Tracy. I’m glad I saw it tonight! So sorry you’ve had to deal with all that change, but ever so glad we serve the same faithful God who is always with us in the midst of the change.
Thank you sweet Jamie for reading and for commenting! We do serve THE God who is faithful. Praise Him! His presence is so evident…Have a blessed weekend Jamie 🙂
Tracy girl,
I just sat down to read this beautiful update of your life. Thank you for sharing your fruit from the Spirit of God… ~ Love, Amy
You are welcome dear Amy! Great is God’s faithfulness 🙂